What does this mean?
It means that I emphasize the relationship and other’s interests more than mine. I think about the “fairness” of the bargain and try to make the other party happy.
This had always made people take advantage of me in the past. Too many times. Even some people who claimed that they loved me. Love shouldn’t be that harmful and hurtful. But, now, I’m hoping I found the right person who will take care of me and shield me from others from making me into a doormat.
So far, you’ve been more than kind, more than generous, and more than thoughtful. Everyone says I have a stupid smile, a kind of happiness that I haven’t had in a long while, when I talk about you.
I hope this continues. I hope we both get our dream jobs. Move away. And be happy together.
That’s the hope.